happiness

Thanks Fur Fur for the Tarot session

Haha, that day go to jen's house and saw her bambi...so nice, then play tarot.

So tepat la...all my sad things already end, what my past love relationship cannot give me , in my current relationship i have it all.so happy to hear that...but dono my lougong happy or not...as he cannot runaway liao...haha...

18 months with him liao...i din regret at all. last time my ex bf all also in the beginning treat me good only...but until today my lougong still so sayang me...his full time job is become my lougong, every morning no matter what time he sleep he will fetch me go to work and come back.makan with me...take clothes to wash.

2008 will be coming soon...4 more days to go...once again we move toward another year again...year by year...

everything will go smooth...just press on and don't stop...good time will come if you never give up....

A memorable birthday

My birthday just passed 3 days ago. Thanks for those people who care.

Recently many thing go through my mind,sad and happy. I just want to settle down all the things, work hard to get my own house and live in the world that i want to live.

Today my jimui said, she hope she can listen to her cousin's voice again. That time in my heart, I wish I can listen to my sister voice again.

Stress and pressure. Luckily i have my dearest lougong who always be by my side. Without him, i really don't know how would i be today.He really keep his promise, on my birthday he teman me 24 hours...that is the best gift i had.

My dad so funny called me and didn't wish me happy birthday, he just asked "having candle light dinner ar?" My mum another funny people, but she did wish me.My sis pula sms me and said "PK, happy birthday".

No wonder i am such a funny person la...if u know my family members, u will understand.

My buddy, jimui, and biz partner also come to kl ...consider celebrate for me la...haha.come with her husband, we play mahjong till morning 7am, then sleep. After that makan besar besaran and play bowling.

I just want my life to be as simple as this, do whatever i want, whenever i want. This simple life quite expensive ohh..if no money, how to buy things that i want, go places that i want to go. Money is not everything, but the facts is without money you cannot do many things. If not why people go to work?because to want to get the salary ma. it is the facts what, why want to pretend HIGH CLASS. I don't like money, then do the job for free loh.

Even nowadays, people earn from doing charity...how come i suddenly talk this topic liao...haha...

miss my lougong tim...

Stress

Feel like crying now. for the past 3 days i also dono what happened to me...friday after lunch, suddenly get high fever but luckily got bio disc..within 5-6 hours my body temperature go down and my body not panas anymore. then never mind la, i go take bus back ipoh, the sri maju bus ...HUH, the air cond damn cold.It seem like i am sitiing a cold storage...the fever come back again....when i reach ipoh...

then grandpa , give me eat some serbuk and i drink bio disc water and sleep with bio disc water again...again within 5 hours my fever "BO LIAO"...bt until morning , they dn allowed me makan anything except bubur...so CHAM...

then go give invitation card,and prospecting and talk to a police guy..then come back got "feng mok'...oh my god..but still ok la..it jz happen to be at my neck and a little bit at my eyes.But the next morning, the eyes bengkak liao...once again bio disc save me again...i put in under the sun for 10 minutes, then use it and my 'feng muk" slowly not so red and bengkak liao...

but this 3days i really dono what happen...it iz just so ..........ERR...don't want to said XXX words.

i am so so STRESS now....

dear all friends...thanks for your comment

haha, you all are damn funny la...

ah shoon and violet...i guess you two should send the red boom to me 1st la... u forget anderson said want to go married on top of the pyramid meh? i not tamak people geh...as long as he proposed to me at paris is enough la...hehe...

nowadays working really damn sien...i really don't understand when people tell me the love their job and like to work...i guess they really a big joker la....i not enough one year working also feel like want to vomit liao la...

plus working environment really damn 9..people here are so 9. they will do whatever things that benefit themselves most, then if u want to get their help...u better give them some other benefit, if not there is no way for you to get their help la...

i really don't like this...so "yin sat"...

Friends, how are you guys...tell me how are you all la...

Marriage

Since last year till now many of my friends already get married. Is it a good year or I have reach the age to get marry liao. But feng shui lou advise me to get married after i am 28.haha...

My 1st friend who get married is Pooi Yee, my ex room mate and housemate. 2nd is my greatest mentor and his wife Mr Eric & Ms Karen, then come to my buddy Sook yee with ah soon and now Set theng pula... I guess i really getting old liao.haha..

who else will get married ? and TCS geng ...who will be the next? I have married in heart...

Wish you all have the happiness....

2007

2007...I started this year with my lougong, eventhough he make me cried on 31st December 2006, but in 2007 he make me smile...this guy just psychotic la... Xmas eve he oso make me cried, then on xmas he make me smile again...by giving me a very special gift...A ring...

i alwis wondering, what if i din get started with him...how would my life be today? He give me lots of things, his time,his love, his knowledge and his Money(hahahahaha,he alwis say i eat very much, eat until he poor la)...for those who know me, you all will know how much i eat gela...after eat 2 hours i tell him i am hungry again.he reli DOINK>>>>>>

during new year, both of us go out do business and meet with a PJK at penang and meet a very cham indian security guard...56 years old , i swa him begging for job...bt then yesterday i meet his son...and soon his soon will become my business partner, jz because of one thing, because he dnwn his father to work again...

Lougong watch Stephen Chow's movie with me at his penang house...eventhough after a hectic day showing plans and meeting people during new year...he still want to watch with me because he said he know i love Stephen chow's movie.I really feel happy...

but this two days lougong is not at kl with me...haih,that means i can't sleep on his shoulder for 2 days...dono i can sleep or not...but i plan to gv some suprise to him when he is back...still dono what suprise to gv him..if u all have any suggestion let me know...

how is u guys new year? Fantastic?.......yeah.....

Happy New Year....2007

New Year New Life

olala...2007 is coming very soon...so fast hor...

2006 is a nice year for me...but i know 2007 will be better. This year i manage to celebrate my birthday with my lougong, celebrate X'mas together,almost all the days he is with me.

by the way, to reply wai yenn..if u wn to go redang with us...can...bring ur cutie oso la...that will be great.For suyi pula, yala is YOU la...if not you, who? if not next year, when? if not ah soon, who? haha, i sure rmb the Cage story la, we damn funny...

The key alwis by my side...i just dn realise it.Very funny hor. In the past 3 years really thank lots to my friends...Esp Suyi, Pooi Yee and Kher Yee. When i am down and sad they were there for me. ESP my twins...alwis 'Fei Chai' with me...we alwis got mak kai punya...dono why la..

I still remember my buddy told me, if you can't get what you want, then you will get something which is better than what you want.

And my best fren pula(yg paling gedik punya YN-dnwn said full name la) she also tell me that...we alwis get something when we dnwn it.

I remember last time during my birthday,valentine's day,xmas or any special day i will be sitting there and waiting the call from the someone, i need to wait so cham and so long onli can talk a few second with him.

This year unexpected, he call me without i ask for it...last time alwis ask...will u call me that day?the answer i get is i see hw la, try my best la.mb last time is because i expect for his call, maybe eventually last time he plan to call me even if i dn ask...but at least it prove, expect less you will get more...

sometimes i am thinking ar...is that god wn to make fun of us...for 3 years xmas..he is with his gf,this year when i gt my lougong liao, he din celebrate with his gf and go bk ipoh pula..if for last time,if he is at ipoh, then sure i will go bk ipoh...

Anyway, that is past la.still feel happy as he remember me. I alwis tell him this when he say dn treat him so nice, i will ans "even if in future we can't be couple together, but at least in ur heart i still have a position and you will remember that, for once in ur life there is a girl who love you full hearted. I might not be the one you love most, but at least i can be the one who love you most"

As for my lougong now, as i tell him...I might not be the ideal woman for him or a perfect loupoh...but what i can promise is my 100% love to him...If for ppl who know me..when i get into a relationship, i won't reserved...i won't say...give 50% 1st la, later see hw he treat me la...this is not my style...

I am starting my new life with Anderson Lim Tzu Hsiong...2006 is a memorable and sweet year for me...i hope for you too...so 2007 will be a better year for us ....haha, and i rmb u promise me you will buy me a new ring...haha...suyi, i think this time i will get his key and he gt my key too loh...

Happy New Year to all of you...

Let's run towards year 2007

Love you all...love mum, dad, wai theng, lougong,wai yenn, jenifer, suyi, pooi yee,kher yee, miao, mei ling, ou,sam,guo feng, ah tuck,shuh yee,siu mun, jet mey,chooi mun,set theng, and all of you la......Love you

long time din drop sth here

herm...what should i write?

now actually i am calling someone, emailing someone and writing this. multi tasking...haha...

this weekend lougong is nt here la...sure miss him...my greatest leader is going to get married next week...my buddy will married next year...so many ppl married ga...

bt i also married liao loh...In heart...haha...

almost with him 6mths loh...oops no...is 6 years...haha...we already become lou fu lou chai

our 1st anniversary ...will be at redang...yeah...

lougong birthday coming soon

my lougong birthday is 4th Sept, so for those who know my lougong...pls rmb that & nt just rmb bt buy present for him oso...hehe(where gt ppl like me geh?)then my birthday is on 15th sept...oso gt to buy me a birthday present ar...

we are going for holiday to celebrate our birthday...for those of you who wn to know, hw  is our trip pls refer to the photo that i will post la...haha...

nw onli i noe...is reli truth that...Maybe God jz wn to make u meet with some wrong ppl,so that wen we found our Mr. Right u will noe hw to appreciate him...

this is the 1st time i can celebrate birthday wit my bf...i reli mean it all the ex bf oso can't celebrate with me..bcz b4 my birthday break up liao...

aiya..i better touch wood..still gt 15days to go...bt i gt full faith wit my lougong...he successfully bring me to genting...i alredi mark him as my Mr.Right gela...(lougong feeling the pressure nw?)hehe...last time u oso very geng la...3rd day paktor alredi see ur mum liao...i think onli both of us can tahan each other...Siao couple...

hope we can celebrate our birthday every year...not hope...is We WILL, WE MUST ,WE CAN celebrate our birthday together every year...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY In AdVance...MUaksss

Miss you my dear...

that day i saw my sis...In my dream...

she is eating the lolipop i buy for her...bt she din see me...im watching her at the side...she is so loveable....she run here and there and talk with others jz like last time...her chubby cutie face...everyone jz love her...so do i...

she is a very good gal...she dn like to simply spend money...in my dream...the only thing she asked me is..."hw much is the lollipop...dn tell me is rm2 ar...RM1.50 is ok la...I told her is jz RM1.50, then she jz smiled...when i wn to touch her...she disappeared and i wake up from the dream...

in the dream...the whole scenario gt the combination of GenKnight recognition nite and My convocation.she is there?faye said mb she wn to let me noe that she is there during my convo...Ya...she is alwis here with me...In My  heart...

After i woke up there is still tears on my face...i when to find my lougong...and i wake him up...he saw me crying bt dn noe the reason...i told him i hv a dream...he told me that...old ppl use to say...wt u dream won't happen in reality....again is true...i will nt able to see her again in real life...Bt she is Living Inside my heart,mum's heart,dad's heart and wai theng's heart.

i reli miss her...last time when she is still here, we alwis call her indon maid...she will clean the room, prepare the food and drinks wen we ned it and pack the luggage when we go travel...and she will "mumble and mumble" when i come bk late...around 12sth am she will call me and ask me why so late havent come bk...(my mum oso din call me)...

nw i wn ppl to mumble oso dn hv la...bt after the dream...at least i feel better bcz it at least tell me she dn suffer from the "stupid leukemia"..the 1st time i dream bout her, she is still in the hospital wen i see her in the dream...

Swan cafe, is for u my dear sis...Swan is ur name...me and wai theng will open it for u....and this cafe will tied 3 of us together...

Love you much...from ur dearest sister